i'm beautifully broken-;

Monday, February 27, 2006

huuuuuulllllllllooooo.
Yesterday was an okay day.
Went for lunch at a thai restaurant to celebrate my twin sisters' bdays.
Lol. Quite okay.. Though I didn't get to watch pink panther with my brother.
:(((( All because he wanted to go home and accompany his WOW. )))):
Shuckkerrrrr.
Went home and.. surfed the net..
Found lots of cool and funny jokes :DD
Oh and I found a section on "how to annoy people" x]]
It will serve its purpose in the near future, I am veryyy sure.
Bwahahahhahas. :DD
At night, ate and then went parkway w my mom.
Shopped for stuff..
Bought sophia's present .. I think it's v pretty! ^^
Then bought lots of jap and krn snacks and chocolates :DD
Mwahahahaha. I love pepero! Lol.
My sister advertise one what.. *heeeeeeechuuuuuulllll* :p
K anyway, went home and.. can't remember..
This morning as usual..
Sighhs. Today I suffer lots of da ji ; heartbreaks..
Oh and Yien sits beside me during chemistry now T.T
Mr tan suddenly change peoples' seats lor! SIGHH!
Tomorrow must stay back after school for chemistry..{to get back paper x( }
Recess managed to finish my zuo wen homework...
Got back chinese paper.. 28/50 ):
I actually got 1/10 for the tian kong thingy.
LOL. But my li jie wen da not bad sey :DD
Got back history next.. SURPRISINGLY I DIDN'T FAIL!
14/25. Hwahwahwahwahwa. ;D
Amaths lecture v boring.. Nada.
After school got back amaths paper..
I recieved the paper I felt like screaming WTH!
I was freaking hella shocked and appalled at my marks!
27.5/40?!!?!?!?!?
OMG. That freaking shucks okay.
*sobs*
So many damn careless AND presentation marks GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
SHIT LAH!!!!!
DAMMIT.
:(((((((((((((((((((((
Haiiizz. Forgetit, It's OVERRR!
After that, had to go for drama.
Until 6.30.
Then I went home and ate instant noodles!
YAY! I love it! But not allowed to eat it -.-....
Nevermind!
Slack until 8+ then went out to eat dinner.
Lol.. 2dinners again today. =Better watch my weight =.=...
Blah. And here I am!
Later I think going parkway again.
Then come home I'm gonna sleep!
I'm so afraid tomorrow I'll get more heartbreak ToT
English{maybe}, GEOGRAPHY{definately!}, erm.. I don't know.
I can't remember! *sighs.
Nevermind.. I'm so sad enough already!
Blahs. Let's hope that my next few results would be GOOD{at least better than
those that I received so far..}
Goodbye and Goodnight!
[BrianJoo&Sungmin] :DDD
Evil OLD papaya meanie aka JINGHAN will be SQUISHED by a WHALE!
Whooooooooooots!

â¥ jjaksarang 9:31 PM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Wheeeeeeee~ I'm so sian now.
Doing my zuo wen!
Blehhs.
This morning woke up, got reay for school!
Yenn ying came to fetch.. :D
Had macdonalds on the way to school.
Hwahwahwahwa. =)
So yummyyyy.
Reached school did the langdu thing yada..
Then went to the canteen for lunch..
Blahblah.
Melissa so naughty slacking while sijia and nicholas
supervising the sec1 band members. tsk tsk! Lol.
Then we went to parkway to meet yenn ying.. walked around.
After that took bus&mrt to tampines..
Actually wanted to get presents for michlu and sophia.
But.. Oh well.. Alas.. Hrm..
Went home with michlu and grace..
Bathe and wtvr.. Mother fetched us to church.
Had class, learnt to creeds.
Lol.. crapped alot. kept practicing on spinning pens :D
Haha. Oh and at tampines we got a free bottle of coke light!
lmao! :))) Blahhhh..
I learnt more of my group ppls' names!
Got james, mark, jane, aaron, glenn, brian, oh no i forgot..
uh oh...... I shall ask again next week!
LOL. And I keep forgetting Edward's name.. =\
It takes time to remember! ^^
Haha. Anyways, went to church..
Sleeeeeep. (-_-)(_ _)(-_-)
The small small cute cute boy boy knows me already!
He so cute! He wave to me :DDDD
*heart melts*
Haha. Blah. I'm in no mood to blog today!
I shall go off now! Bye!

/My cinderella is so cuteeee! *^^*

â¥ jjaksarang 10:29 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

HULLO! :))
Yesterday after I blogged, went jogging with grace.
We did well. =P
Like I think 12minutes to East Coast including time taken
to wait for 2 traffic lights.
Thats like super fast rights. :D
For me it is lah.
Had stitches on BOTH sides.
Lucky asthma didn't work up.
Nearly though, just nearly =Haha. Anyway, we walked to 7eleven to buy ice cream.
Everything seemed to be moving exra slowly...
Reallly! It was like SUPER SLOW..
I thought my eye got problem -.-
But when I mentioned it, grace also thought so too!
YEAH.. So it's not just me!
LOL. Reached home around 7+.. Oops.
Got nagged at la, but whatever mang. =.=
Today was supposedly a half day.
Like, yeah whatever..
It's soooo not a half day okye! =They're halving a half day already.
We still have 5periods la!
BUT, for 3B, we are so freaking lucky cause in the morning,
it was announced that Miss Goh P.Z. was not in school today.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
TWO PERIODS!
LOL. BUT, miss yap took over one of the periods cause
mr tan k.h asked her to :((
Nevermind! It was fun.
Miss Yap told us story about the BIGGGG PYTHON.
Hahahhaha. Oh well. We didn't get back our papers though. *phew
Anyways, watching tvee now.
Did you know that Pythagoras{yes the guy who invented that theorem}
is a very queer man.
He was the one who figured out that 3 stones made triangle
4 made square and 1,2,3,4 became a magic triangle.
Alot of weird facts on him.
And also, the number 1, the veryyyy first one,
is unknown. Someone was scratching and counting the
numbers in the backyard.
A lonnnnnnnnnnng time ago. O_o..
0 came from India. It was engraved on something.
ANd all the numbers we are using now are all originated from there.
How cool. :DD
Now watching them do something with eggs and numbers.
Haha. K whatever -.-..
Anyway, after school went to pp with lee{mrs chong!},ahbao & miss pon.
Lol. bx and lp has rcy camp today. So sad =We walked around, saw many ppl from tk.
Soph bought something shuuuuper cool for royce =P
HAHAHAHAHAHA. It was the -ahem-, nicest one there.
LOL. Then we went to crystal jade to eat.
Yummmyyyyy :DD
I realised bx and I have so much in common for food!
Like OMG. Everything the same!! Haha!
She don't like fish too.
And we love mango pudding!
And like whatever we ate was exactly the same =P
Haha. Anyway, after that walked around somemore,
then went back.
Took bus with soph and walked the siglap connector.
Reached home and was on the com chatting..
Wanted to go blading with grace actually..
Then grace still at kbox.
Oh and nikki also said he cannot reach home on time,
so nevermind lahs. Some other time lo ^^
Charles' girlfriend is called saucebush.
LOL.
Oky gonna go now!
Tmr still have langdu ):
Maybe going tm with the rest+jh and extra dex. -.-..
Gotta get michlu and soph's presents.
I'M BROKE ALREADY LAH.
wliew eh. D:
I spend too much on food.
Have church tomorrow too.
Sighs, I feel so busy!
Now got animania (:
Toodles >:)

http://kevan.org/johari?name=mielle
I can't believe I typed my own name wrongly.
Oh and when I called yenn ying today.......
I called my own hp instead.
I didn't know.
Well actually, I was just testing her. :D

â¥ jjaksarang 10:36 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

AHHHH! SO sorry I haven't been blogging for so long!
Replies to tags!
rahh : HEYY! Sure, I'll relink ^^
tania* : Ehhhh what shit?! :(( Lol WAAAAHHH MACHO SIA :DD
jinghan : lol I'm still your cutie? =P I'm not your cutie! Muahahahha.
J-Hyun : HI!!!! Sorry I didn't reply to your tag! Lol. An nyong ha se yo! :)
Ying : really really? Brian joo and meeeeeeeeeeeeeee! heechul my SISTER!!! =D
I miss you too j-hyun! :)) hahaha.

OKY.. Yup..
Hmm.. Monday was the physics and english paper..
Physics was horrible! English was just.. english. Lol.
And it was cynthia and syaza's birthday![HAPPY BDAY!]
Tuesday was erm...
What ar.. Oh, Emaths, History elect and Social Studies!
Plus, tania's birthday![MUACKS MUACKS!]
Hahaha.
I fail history elect already la.. Really FAILLLLL!!!
Social studies hopefully can pass =Write until hand really want to die.
BUt history I got nothing to write!
My hand so relaxed =(
Wednesday was Chemistry and GEOGRAPHY.
The two subjects that I DON'T WANT AND CAN'T FAIL.
Nearly DIEDDDD.
Hopefully my chemistry is ok.. So scared to get
scolded by Mr tan k.h!!!!!! And I don't wanna
disappoint Miss yap! She rocks!!! :DD Haha. The MCQs were relatively easy.
Errrrmmmmm.. Today was the Amaths and Chinese paper..
Amaths I GOT CARELESS MISTAKE!!!!!
CANNOT GET FULL MARKS ALREADYYYYY!
*CRIESSSSS*
Just becuse I didn't see the freaking MINUS SIGN!
HAIIIIIIZZZZZZZZ.
Shit lah. NEVERMIND :(
During the mother tongue ct everybody was like sleeping lah.
When hear the bell ring, can see everybody all sit straight up.
DAMN FUNNY!
LOL. I sit right at the back can see everything ma.
Then I leaning back very relaxed observing people.
Muahahahhaha.
Yupppp. Blahblah.
After the LAST PAPER~~ We had PE..
Played our own games.. So we played basketball!
Melson and Shahdan came to join us -.-..
what the..
Lol. SO ROUGH LAH THAT MELSON!
ANd poor nikki got hit by the ball so many times!
on his head and his back.. EVERYWHERE!
LOL.
AIsh lazy to blog already..
Oh and today I got back my physics paper..
I FREAKING PASSED!
28!!!! But then I realised I have so many careless mistakes
and questions which I actually KNOW how to do ..
Ahhh nevermind! At least I freaking passed!
WHOOTS! :DD

â¥ jjaksarang 5:00 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

my legs. are killing me.
nevermind. let me start from yesterday. T_T.
{ahhhhhhhhhhhhh it hurts}
Yesterday went for langdu as usual..
Quite ok.. Justin koh said that the cher was gay.
LOL. Agreeeeee =P
So many people had chemistry with mr tan!! *shivers*
Anyway went home and slept?
Then went for confirmation class and later for church service.
Lol confirmation class was FUNNY~
We learnt different ways of praying?
Oh and this thingy that was like the rosary prayer.
Forgot what it's called.
But I kept laughing during the whole thing la.
Together with michlu and sophia.
LOL. *lucky it was dark then sophia didn't see..much*
Of something. Hahahaha!
But see enough when song yang's shirt is see thru-able la?!
Hahahahhahaha. Yupppp. That's about it for yesterday.
Oh and at night, talked to jareth -- got fed up with him *!@#^)!!!
Followed by yenn ying{yay for brian joo and heechul!}
[sidenote:AHHHHHH PAIN}
After yenn ying then talked to justin koh.
Scolded/Lectured him more likely..
=DD SO FUN! Hahahahha.
Then I went to sleep!
This morning went bedok and then went home
and THEN went to meet yenn ying to go tampines..
I wore heels T_T...
To be taller than her..
FOR ONCE.
But, I have learnt my lesson.
So I shall not elaborate ToT
*WAILS SUPER LOUDLY*
MUMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYY~~
nevermind :(((((((((
If I don't do well for common tests, it's all the blisters' fault!!
Hehe. Oh I didn't say that my common test/exam seating arrangement
has super duper good feng shui no?
YEAH I DIDN'T SAY...
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
Be jealous of me.
To my left, Trisha. {Miss genius}
In front, Olivia. {2nd Genius}
Right, Mavis.{Maths genius}
Diagonal, Sophia.{Humanities genius}
MUAHAHAHAHAHAH.
I forgot who sits at the other diagonal..
Hmm. Shall say once I find out tmr!
Lalalala.
[PAAAAAAIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNN]
I'm going orchard soooooon.
Wonder how I'm gonna walk.
*sobs sobs*
Aish, looks like I won't have time to start studying.
Oh well, maybe tomorrow I will have time :DDD
-whines-
AND debate .. we're up against CEDAR GIRLS..
Good luck to the team!
Muahahahaha.
I forgot the motion..
Something about politicans life publicised on tv I think.
*shrugs*
K gonna go out now!~
BYEEEEE!!
-IT HURTS LIKE CRAZY AND IT'S NOT FUNNY~~-

â¥ jjaksarang 3:45 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

YO!!!!Yesterday totally rocks as usual!
Today too!
Lol.. Lame lah. Today just editing the post I wrote yesterday.
Hehe. Anyway,
yesterday Baoxian didn't come to school!
Because *coughcough* she was sick!
-Ahem- Lol.
Then after school soph and I went to get food and went up again.
Linda, Syjia and some other guys were in our class.
Soph and I about to start our work when suddenly miss lian walked in!
Siann, she chased us out because she was having oral lessons there.
Dang =.=
In the end both of us moved to the library outside benches.
Linda couldn't join us cause of english.
Nikki as well.
Cliffton joined the guys.
THEY WENT TO THE PCCG ROOM!
AIR CONDITIONING!!!! T_T.
Grace and michele were at the bench beside ours.
Hmm.. soph and i took a looooonnnnngggg time to get started.
And know what I did?
PHYSICS.
workbook.
3pages.
For 1Hour plus.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Cause both of us were talking NON STOP la!
Then laugh laugh laugh.
AND THEN RIGHT, we saw a MERCEDES LIMO.
OMG. So we started staring at it.
THE CHAUFFEUR...seemed to be passing something to someone at the back.
But its like ALL CURTAINS LA.
But I think I saw a woman at the back, cause she was drawing all the curtains.
=.=.. What the heck. Singapore don't allow so tinted glass,
they use curtains. GOOD LA.
Then stare for like a dang long time(cause we're kaypo's)
even the TEACHERS CAME OUT TO SEE LOL.
Then everyone who walked past stared at it la!
ahahah.
Nikki and Linda came to join us.
THOSE TWO EVEN MORE PRO.
THEY WALKED ONE WHOLE ROUND AROUND THE LIMO
INSPECTING IT.
LOL.
So anyway we like so totally didn't study lah.
Cause we all started talking about
** SUCTION POWER!
LOL!!!!!!
*laughs and chokes* -coughs-
HAHA. Well anyway it was hecka funn!
After that around 5+ we went home..Lame nikki take 16
while 3 of us took 33. ^^
I went home and ?????
I think I slept (HAHA) and then I did my chinese homework!
Was messaging a number of people at that time.
Yu ping is super duper funny!
The things she and cherie talk about is super lame can?!
Hahha. Then that cherie huh, think abit the too far only la. =P
Yupppps, thats about all for yesterday.
Today!
Amaths was super duper ... Haiz.
Then mother tongue, wang lao shi bad mood or what ar,
she pick on everybody sey.
I drink water also she got things to say =.=..
Siann. Got so much homework!
After chinese was geography, we went thru the test corrections!
Recess and then Emaths.. Boring la. Learn the basics of inequalities.
AND THEN THE DREADED PHYSICS DOUBLE PERIOD!
hahahahhaha. We made super duper tons of noise as usual.
BERNARD IS LIKE WAAAAAAAAH MACHO SIA
SEXY SIA FIRE LA!
THEN OUT OF NO WHERE GOT GOH CHOK TONG?
LOL.
Rajan suddenly said Goh Chok Tong!!
THEN EVERYBODY STARTED LAUGHING BECAUSE OF NOTHING.
SO WEIRD!
Haha! Class was hella noisy as usual..
Was msging with Charles when SUDDENLY
I heard my name being called out.
=.=........................
ANd then the noise started with the WAHHHH MACHO SIA SMART LA etc..
Yes by now everybody should know the words to WAAAAAAH about no?
LOL.
I got called to do the question on the board!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
THAT HAPPENED TO BE THE QUESTION I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO~~~~~
SIGHS.
Nevermind, I drew it incomplete but it was correct okay!
And when I drew right, Arihant suddenly said
"It looks like mount everest sia!"
Then everyone started going on about HIMALAYAS, ROCKIES, ANDES etc..
LOL.
BY then the whole class already HIGH until CANNOT HIGH LOR!
HAHAHAHA.
*laughs non stop*
*controls self controls self. fails*
LOL.
That charles is super honest la.
So honest until super funny.
Ask him questions that are kinda personal
normally people won't say right, HE SAY STILL CAN PUT :)
at the end of the message sia!
Then geog lesson miss yap call him cinderella cause he sleep,
so want to shift him to the front ;
He protest saying "No cher no cher I only sleep once!!"
LOL!!!!! HE ACTUALLY SAID HE SLEEP ONCE LA.
Hahahhahaha. Poor cinderella..Cannot use the pretty charm to charm miss yap!
Lol!!!!!
Anyway all in all I think 3B is really FUN!!! ^^
3B ROCKS! --stresssssssssss-- physical disintegration.
hahahha.
And I realised one thing..
Leaning and depending on your comfort zone area
may not always be the best solution..
We have to find new zones all the time
because the 1st may never be the best.
And.. tomorrow is changmin's birthday..
I was thinking alot in the afternoon(the sun was such a killer!)
and I know that although reality may be painful and hard to accept..
I will also let go of changmin tomorrow..
He has made me really smile.. I don't know how it's actually possible.
But yes, thank you, although you will never read this,
but thank you for smiling, your smile really brightens up my day.
Thank you for being so hardworking, and although your interviews
on your ideal girls and such were for people who worked hard
and strived for whatever they do, I was very motivated
by it.. I think I have become a more hardworking
and independent learner now.. So thank you..
I will continue to work hard! Hwaiting! :DD
Happy birthday in advance changmin oppa! ^-^
Hmmmmmm.. Stop melson from going crazy over the Dota comp please!
Their group name is "a super cool name that will shock the whole world"
LOL.
*drumrolllll*
OH MY DJIE.
LOL. Nice one lahH! haha.
Hmmm, tomorrow still have langdu!!!!!!
HAIZ.
Anyway, I want to work out a 'studying plan' for my weekends!
So I shall list all my most recent tests down.
English&Chinese not counted as those are.. Just weird. Lol.
Maths * 21.5/25
Amaths * 25/25
Chemistry * 36/50 {T.T my WORST-est results for chem!}
Physics * 8/15 { I freaking passed!}
Geography * 17.5/25 {*sad*}
Social studies * 10/12
History elect * 9/12 {could have gotten 10 if not for "there were also"}

Hmmmm.. And so from the results I think I shall work on my physics first no?
And then chemistry and geography cause I'm so dang scared of mr tan
and I don't wanna disappoint miss yap! Miss yap ROCKS! Hehe,
yesterday soph, linda, nikki and I we saw miss yap and she was wearing specs!
She was on her way home then she saw us and stopped to talk to us.
Then when she left all of us were like, miss yap is so nice etc etc.
Nikki suddenly say "I like miss yap lor. she totally rocks man. She help me
get so high for my geography. usually I always fail or borderline pass
then she help me get A"
Hahaha.Wow nikki I didn't know you know how to appreciate =P
Oky then gonna go ler!
Bye!!!!! ^-^
{Btw I'm still working on the other new blog which has a post already!}

â¥ jjaksarang 10:18 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

HAHA. I'm reposting again!
OOOH, the time now is 5.55PM on my computer.
Niceeeee timing. :D
Just created a new blog with a new URL.
But hmmmm, ahh don't know.
Shall edit that blog tonight.
Hopefully after I finish my chem hw.
Goodbye!

â¥ jjaksarang 5:51 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

I think I'm going to change my URL.
Well, maybe I may even want to stop blogging completely.
Gahhh, I don't know.
Yesterday 3B was noisy as usual, yelling our heads off
like we were in a freaking zoo.

Going to church now. Shall edit later when I'm back.
I hope.
{=.=}

EDIT :
Yah I'm back. No mood to blog already!
Oh well. Yesterday after school went to TM with
shortcut. :D
But michele lu went to meet her mother.
Oh wait. But it was shortcut without michele lu but with dexter.
Hmmmm..
Saw that JERALD AND WEIDE AND CO THERE AR.
NO WONDER HE SAY GOT IMPT THING AT 1.30. =.=...
WATCH MOVIE AT CENTURY SQUARE HUH.
SO CLEVER.
-.-...................
Blahblahblah.
This morning..
I woke up at close to 7.
Then I started freaking out cause I thought I was late for school!
*rush rush*
AHHHHHHHHH!
Okay nevermind.
It hit me that it was Saturday =_= ..
Ehe.
So I went back to sleep!
But then I woke up again thinking I had something to do.
But I couldn't remember.
SO I went back to sleep.
Again.
I woke up at 8.55.......
Thanks to the phone.
OHHHHH KAY.
My parents reminded me that I had to go school at 9.
SHITTTTTTTTTTT.
I rushed like nuts lah!!!
Reached around 9.10 lidat.
Lol.. lin lao shi 'scolded' me!
I became the 'xiao bing' ):
Oh well.
Changmin changmin changmin ^^
[DO YOU KNOW YY WANTS CHANGMIN!?! =_=]
K anyway ..
Went to parkway, had pastamania!
I had Al Funghi. :DD
While grace and michele lu shared a plate of seafood pasta
and cynthia shared with yenn ying.
Hmm, why am I not surprised I'm not sharing with anyone.
._.
Lol. Blahhhhhhhhhh.
I'm doing with the cold!!!!!
Oh well..............
Tomorrow going tampines again.
Gahhhh. Going to watch rainbow romance later.
Saw a video on the dbsg something something.
Fan cam or what.
Changmin very hot there as usual *^^*
Yuuuuuuuuuuup.
Oooooh I can't wait to watch desperate housewives on monday =)
And today I saw the blades.
I saw one pair that I think I want!!!!!
$179 .. Haiz.
And I saw the jacket that I want from 77th street!
It's super duper nicenesssss!!!!!!!
Haiiiii.
Oky gonna go now, BYEEEE

â¥ jjaksarang 5:24 PM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Yo (:
Past few days were Okay..
Geog test was Okay..
Nadanada.
Can't remember anything.
Yesterday had mavis.
But i reached parkway around 7.
So met up with SX and we walked around parkway..
LOL.
We were walking somewhere near ice lemon tee
when this girl very small very short compared to sx
suddenly walked towards him with her arm stretched out
intending to touch him -errrrr- somewhere.
LOLLLLL.
Lucky SX move away then he was like
WHAT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL.
Like acnnot believe it lah!
Then I laughing my head off while he was saying the girl
was a pervert and she's too short so cannot see him.
EXCUSES!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
DAMN FUNNY LAH.
Yah.. K then we went mcd's and then go upstairs..
Cynthia finally came~
By that time I finished my bubbletea already!
Hmm......
So cyn and I went down to buy fries!
Hehe. :D
Today was boring.
Everyday I forget to bring something one.
Today is my physics file.
=.= Nvm.......
I totally don't understand physics la.
Nevermind...........
I don't understand Amaths and Emaths..
Nevermind..
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ):
Today stayed back after the english test..
OHHH you know the english test..
I wrote my summary super duper fast.
Counted my words about 6 times.
Then looked around...Watched the cloud..
Stared at grace and started laughing. -.-
Hahahahhaha.
Then I went to sleep.
For about 20min?
Around there.
Was awakened by her tap on my shoulder.
Jolted up mang!!!!
Eeeps.
So anyway, said byebye to grace via Nikki.
Cause walk walk walk halfway with soph and nikki,
I suddenly rmb haven't said bye.
So I asked nikki
"Hey, can run to grace there*points* and help me say..er.
bye"
Then nikki was like at first listen listen then he
heard what he was supposed to say,
his face went from =| to =.=.....
LOL.
But he still did that you know!
Nikki is not that bad. -_-
Just a little annoying, irritating, blabberish, and yeah a lil
bit of here and there.
Hmm. Then syjia, soph, nikki and I stayed back to do the noticeboard.
*I wonder what happened to the committee*
We left around 5 odd
and Nikki took 16 while soph and I took 33.
Syjia obviously went home with her dearest sweetheart =P
Oky doky.. nothing much to say already.
Tomorrow is gonna be sleeeeeeeeepy.
Blah. Byee.

/When everything is on the surface level,
Nothing beneath matters anymore.

â¥ jjaksarang 9:34 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

Yesterday after mavis, I went home and..
basically did nothing. =.=
I really didn't do anything.
Spent a good long time trying to figure out what the homework was.
Brilliant! :DD .. :D. .. :)) .. :) .. :| ... :[ .. :( .. -.- .. -_-.. =.= ..
Nevermind!
I did my homework in the end!
After much time spent on freaking out!
Lol. Too much of Tony Hawk's *Freak Out* already. ^^
Well GUESS WHAT!! ^^..
Today! JUST NICE.. I have my bag all packed and ready,
my itchy fingers just decides to pull out my Amaths lecture notes
and Chemistry Notebook(the thick orangey pink one) and
silly me decides to carry it!
However, after I took my medicine, I went down..
=.=...
I reached school, saw people holding ties..
And then it hit me like a tsunami..
I forgot to bring my tie as well!
WOW!
Well, my spare tie is with yenn ying while my other one has
disappeared somewhere!
Gone without a trace!
Whoooooooooooooots!
Sigh. And after I got my tie and went back to class,
only then did I realise my fatal mistake of the books-left-at-home.
So yeah.. I managed to find a way lah. thx thx. -.-
Totally sleepy the whole day!
Sighs. Was laying my head on Yu Ping's table during history.
Mdm mariam(COOL, I finally can remember her name! :D)
didn't pick on me cause she knows I did my work.
YAAAAAY.
So while hardworking and not-so-hardworking people are copying,
I am already contented and satisfied with mine!
SO I decide to sleep. :D
Sian.. After sch had Emaths test.
Not very sure of some answers..
But, I redid the whole paper on a rough piece of paper since
I had so much time left!
Like close to 20minutes left la.
What you want me to do?!
I drink water, play with curtains, press calculator,
and even checked my work already!
Anyway, after the test, miss kwok came in.
She wanted to return the Amaths paper we
did like light years ago!
Okye it's not that exagerrated but it was really very long ago!
I didn't have to do any corrections.
WHY LEH?
Cause I got 25/25!
HEHE! :DD
So happy la!
You know what that means?
I DIDN'T HAVE TO DO CORRECTIONS!
SO I slack and daydream.
Changmin changmin changmin. ^^
Then had drama & went home..
Gahhhhh.
So sleepy now!
I plan to study tomorrow morning for my chem&physics test.
:) Yuppppppp.
I want to be a nerd!
Common test is coming!
Blahhhhh. Can barely keep my eyes open as I'm typing this post.
Wonder what we'll be doing for english tomorrow..
Hope I can sleep.. =X
Byeeeeeeeee!

Since I'm a nice person,
I shall say ;

Happy Birthday Jung Yun Ho U-Know!
You are so old.
So much older than my dear changmin.
That's why.
Your looks cannot be compared.
But nevermind!
Since it's your birthday you shall be the world's 3rd handsome-st
guy today.
And only today.
But theres only 1hour left of today.
Awwwwwh, too bad! =)
Anyway, I said Happy birthday dude!! :D

â¥ jjaksarang 10:03 PM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

YO! :)
Owwwwwwww I think my liver hurts. -.-
Or is it the kidney..
Ahhh whatever it is la.
It hurt-ed last night too!
My heart hurt-ed too!
I thought I was gonna go then. =.=*
eh brb.
Kay back.
Lol!!! =D
Hmm, anyway..
What?
Yesterday was Saturday!
Woke up so early!
All thanks but no thanks to the SS test!
Grrrrr......
It socks mang!
-.-
On the left hand side of me was mavis.
On the right was nicholas, front was ronald and behind was..the wall =.=
I was cussing non stop during the test la.
Got confused so suddenly!
NEVERMIND... I hope I don't fail can already :)
My class, I think made the most noise in the audi..
Lol.
We had our test with D,E,G,J I think.
And B was the noisiest.. HMM........
I WONDER WHY...... lol :D
After the test, went to the canteen w yy and grace.
GRACE IS ACTUALLY BACK!
Yah but with a super duper powerful virus that makes her eyes red and watery!
HAAAAAAAAAAAA. ^.<
Oops. ^^
K go canteen for what?
Meet cyn and michlu!
THEY HELPED US BUY MCDs!
I had big breakfast, while the other two had hotcakes
& cyn had sausage egg mcmuffin! oops I forgot how to spell =P
jinghan was with us tooooooo~
After eating, went for that langdu thing.
[I'm trying to make it a changmin-free post today]
Yup ^^ Jiayouuuuu!
After the langdu thing, went back la.
Had awfullychocolate ice cream.
Mm.. blah. Slept at home abit after eating half a pizza.
WOAH~~~~ =D
After that went to meet cynthia and went bugis.
Saw the shenyang exchange programme students w tk students there.
Oh and saw nikki&jiamin.
THEY ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER!
But I'm not sorry to say that..
Nikki is not cute.
He is really not cute.
At all.
It is because of the fact that he is with jiamin.
That makes the two of them cute together.
Haaaaaaaaaaaaa. :)
After bugis, cyn and I took a bus to tanjong rhu..
Helping out at the cope CNY dinner mar. ^^
Met sheena!
She's so nice and friendly :D
Yada yada.
Derron actually helped me get my special needs elderly down.
TY TY! ^^
Cause or else I'll be at a loss of what to do la.
Lucky he help me then he go get his own aunty/uncle.
haha!
Then DARREN HUR...He not that tall actually la =P
*coughcough*
Louis is very tall... Yes..
Yada yada.
Later today I'm going for mavis. Mm.
K nothing much to say already.
This is a relatively shorter post compared to my previous.
Ohhh and we got our common test schedule already.
Shit..
Tomorrow there's an Emaths test.
Tuesday is physics and chemistry.
Wednesday is Geog..
Thursday is English..
And those are the small little tests that makes sec3s miserable.
Alright gonna go now. Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

â¥ jjaksarang 11:46 AM

Friday, February 03, 2006

These two days have been grace-less.
She's been having an on-off fever for the past 2days already.
Wednesday I didn't go debate right?
Guess what.
There was debate yesterday.
Again.
And so I had to go..
I can't really remember what happened yesterday during curriculum time.
After school, did maths and chemistry homework with cherie in the canteen.
Yu Ping had to eat and faster go to the audi control room.
So poor thing! She sick then still have to do the editing.
EVIL WEIRU~~~~
Weiru don't want to go help~!!~
Anyway, after Cherie and I ate, we went upstairs then she go band room,
I check the ITR.
Sian, nobody.
Then random stuff.
Melissa came and stole Cherie away!
Nooo cherie!
Lol.
Yu Ping 'qing wu fen zhong de jia from miss seah' !
Haha! Then her 5min up already, she ask me
go the control room 'chui air con'.
Lol.. So I go! Then talk talk talk alot la!
Miss Seah so nice to talk to one!
Yu Ping was like "edit ge pi ah edit!"
LOL. Very funny lar anyway.
I kept checking on the ITR.
Grrr........
Make me wait so long......
*frowns-
Then the 6th time I went DOWNSTAIRS
(because the BAND was standing there OBSTRUCTING MY WAY!
AND I HAD TO GO BY THE 2ND LEVEL TO GO ITR UPSTAIRS)
.. I finally met Jia Liang.
The ONLYYYYYYYYY debate person I saw the past 2hours.
So we went up, Ms Lim(so pretty) finished her remedial already.
And then went in.
Shortly after, Jenn and Lynn came in.
We talked nonsense. Fann came too.
She started doing her homework.
SO GUAI!
Yah anyway the other 4of us started talking
rubbish.
We were predicting what Suzie was gonna say to us when she came.
Ms Puja said she would be approx. 15minutes late!
She came around 4.45 =.=.......
Debate was supposed to have started at 4 ....
Nvm!
We learnt rebuttals! <--I sort of spelt it wrongly? But NEVERMIND!
I went back earlier{without doing my rebutt}
and then I was almost late for tuition.
Went there without dinner!
So I bought chocolate waffles for cyn and I!
When I faster rushed up.........
The whole place was pitch black..
Feeling so confused and puzzled..
I msged mr ng to ask him....
Called cynthia to tell her...
AND GUESS WHAAAAAAT~~
Mr Ng called back and said that class was actually at 5.45
on Thursdays.
BRILLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAANT!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!
NEVERMIND NEVERMIND!
gaaaaaahhhhhhhh.
Then I still waited for cyn to come {since I already have her waffles}
and then we went to eat at the place below mavis!
I had roasted ruck rice........
Cyn was still eating her waffles.
By the time I finished, she also just got her food.
Then I felt like eating that too!
So I ordered that......
OKAY. CALL ME A PIG~~ NEVERMIND!
Ate that finish.. Blahblah.
I talked so much!
Practically non stop for 1 and a half hours!
Cynthia just sat and listened and laughed.
Lol. :D
Went home to celebrate my bro's birthday.
It was already 10!
Anyway, my bro turned 12.
OH AND SINCE IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY..
obviously there was a cake.
And obviously I had to eat it too right.
Must not be rude what!
People's birthday of course must eat cake right?!
SO I ATE CAKE.
Yup..
Things I ate last night in total..
Choc waffles, duck rice, mushroom&chicken horfun, milo, cake.
Is.. okye la. :P
Haha!
This morning.. blahblah.
Didn't really have much to do in the morning.
So I learnt ting xie.
Wanted to go over to H there after learning.
Little did I know it was that late already!
I 'man le yi bu' cause they came instead!
Yada yada.
Class was borinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
K go away. *yawns*
After school Yy came to find me.
yumblumdum.
They had to stay back to do zuo wen!
So I satyed back with them..
SO WEI DA RIGHT!
RIGHT! That's what their cher said too!
LOL!
Anyway I was very pissed then.
Thanks to Myeong Weon la.
He and SX were asking me to give up on changmin.
FAT HOPE LA.
**** man.
Then I said the same thing la,
like, even if I do give up on cm,
I won't "go for kenneth"--quoted by them.
I would "go for nicholas" cause I know him "better"
since he sits in front during english. {which is the time we talk non stop
or just sleep -.-}
Yah so that retard started being a bloody retard by 'yelling' that.
And then just nice N was there for some band meeting
and MW started telling him!
Like whatever la.
After that I went to the staff room pass to miss kwong the bag
and then when I was on my way back to G class,
MW, SX and a buncha others walked by.
They started making blooding ****ing annoying comments la.
Like I don't bloody ****ing care ok!?
**** you lah.
Bullshit. Utter rubbish. Sprouting waste out of your mouths.
Sprout more lor, sprout more!
Your loss, not mine.
Whoever actually cares about what **** that comes out is
just like you all.
Stupid.
SEE! MAKE ME ANNOYED AGAIN!
****ing hell la!
BITCH.
Go ahead and continue ****ing lah.
I really don't care anymore.
Childish shits.
++++++++++++++++++++++
After the other 3 finished their zuo wen,
said byebye to SeeHiang and the rest!
Then we went home...
I went grace's house to pass her her chinese hw.
And then when I came home I slept!
zZzz! Don't know why so tired!
Woke up, ate and whatever lah.
So now I'm on the computer.. wondering what to do.
I think I have to go school tomorrow. Hmm........
_________________________________________
Random stuff

If I had a chance to replace an organ..

I wouldn't replace my heart.
Although weak, this is the heart that I love changmin and all
my other family&friends. I wouldn't exchange it for anything in the world.
If I do, it wouldn't be the same loving changmin.
I would only be loving him with my thoughts and not my heart.
I would only think I love him when in fact it's just not the same.
I wouldn't replace my brains.
Although mentally slow*ahem*, and forgetful..
This is the brain that I have my memories of everything.
The place I remember changmin and his beautiful face.
Where all the precious stories I hold will stay as long as I remember.
If I did, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to remember changmin.
It won't be the same. And I would lose my treasured memories.
Then, my life would be just living a lie.
A person without memories is a person without soul.
I wouldn't replace anything of mine.
Because they are within me and everything has something special about it.

Sometimes wonder just how fragile life is.
In a second, you could be the world's richest person.
Or the world's poorest.
You could even lose your life, or find one.
A second is so precious that some don't even realise it.
Very often, we always hear the words
"We don't know how to treasure until we lose it"
How true those words ring..
We never realise anything do we.
If only I could fufill my dreams..
I was just listening to the song Collin Raye's -Love me.
Old, but a beautiful song..
Singing along to it suddenly made my eyes watery.
But I didn't tear.
It was so sudden, those feelings.
I really wish, that I'ld just be able to meet changmin..
Not him in my dreams,
not him in those pictures.
But the real him..
Sarang.. what do we know about it;
Nothing actually. Nothing really.
It hurts sometimes, but it's still worth fighting for.
I will continue loving you, till I find something
worth changing my course from you..
It's odd how I can actually like someone I've never even
met, spoke, or seen in real life.
But, I guess love knows no boundaries, anything happens.
Sometimes I just wonder..
Why. Why we even bother.

/ We just gotta give and take now and then..

â¥ jjaksarang 7:38 PM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

wow wow wow! Mr Ng's house is SO BIG!!!
I mean, his parents' house.
Which was once his house.
And still is just that he has another house with his wife?
Lol.
His wife is very pretty and sexy! :)
Woahhhh. It's such a long way in from the bus stop okay!
So far.. Scorching sun.. Out to get me..
*pants pants pants* -{and no it's no dog}
hm. Mr Ng's house the front there make until like some
kinda restaurant can?!
The chairs are like those velvet type you see in restaurants. -.-
the tables all got those kinda white cloth and stuff.
He also called people to make that shelter top thing
which was in red and white flowy material
and there were FANS TOO!
GOSH! Powerrr.
He has like 4 or 5 PSPs..
An Xbox.. and a PS2.
His Xbox games are ALL ORIGINAL!
See, he set so good example,
SAY NO TO PIRACY!
Haha! Yah anyway.. explored his house..
Very cool! His attic right at the top has like so many files and papers and
unknown stuffs.
Then at the roof there's this room which has gym equipments
AND THERES A DAMN TELESCOPE!
GOODNESS! Does money grow on trees?! =.=
Anyway .. We left shortly after eating and exploring.
Nai Yu, Hin Fan, Wei Jia and a bunch of
other seniors were there too.
Sec4 current seniors went too. Like Shermaine.
Shi Xiang Weide LimPon also came.
Yada Yada..
Cynthia left to meet her piggy and I left for parkway!
Edit:
Okay.. Had KFC(THOUGH I JUST ATE AT MR NG'S HOUSE)
then went grocery shopping!
Got my brothers from the lan shop and then went home.
Some relatives and neighbours came.
Then after that I was off to some relatives' house!
Yada yada..
Supposed to go TM but in the end didn't.
Oh forget it ):
Went home slacked abit..
Can't remember what else.
Talked on the phone with Yenn Ying and stuff.
Then hung w ying and talked to jareth.
Ying is still sick! dohhhh.
So sad.
CNY so sick!
suay..
UNLIKE CYNTHIA AND I~ SO HEALTHY!
Ying Grace and Michlu are SICK!
Lol..
Get better soon!
Oh and YuPing also!
And a buncha other people who somehow fell sick!
Erm..
This morning.
Woke up early randomly..
So I randomly decided to shower. O.o..
Lol. Grace was coughing so badly in the car!
Blahblah..
Today I had to copy SS hw!
Then I said to jasmine(who sits beside grace)
"You must have a verybad impression of me right?!
Everytime see me is copying homework or during recess or that CNY
thing"
Then she and grace just laughed.
HEY SHE DIDN'T DENY!
NOOOOOOOOO!
Nevermind ToT
Class was fun as usual!
We laughed alot! =D
See Hiang, YuPing, Cherie and Linda
kenna WUSHU!
LOL.
THEY DIDn'T EVEN PUT THAT AS THEIR CHOICES.
HAHA!
Suay..
I got taekwondo!
MY FIRST CHOICE~~~
Must be because of my heart-warming story*ahem*
:DD
PE was funnnnnaaaayyyyeeee! ^^
During SS we were all laughing like crazy la!
We had to do something that was totally
not related to SS AT ALL.
AT ALL.
at all.
at all.
Haha.
*If you had 3days left to live, what would you do.
Pen down your thoughts*
So, I put some stuff like
flying overseas, writing letters on the plane,
eating all the delicious food,
chasing changmin,
telling changmin iLOVEhim,
telling people stuff,
spend time with family and friends,
write will,
etc..
Then I read Kenneth's one..
I REALLY LOL.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I only remember ONE LINE VERY VIVIDLY.
I will prepare a coffin and polish the sides and
take a nice picture for my funeral photo.
Rofl! I laugh and laugh and laugh mang!
Then c,yp,sh all started laughing also.
hahaha.
Anyway, class was fun! ^^
I don't know what else to say..
Grace is a Kenneth.
Yup.
She steals happiness from me.
Thats why I'm becoming sad-der everyday!
T_T..
Oh and I find that when nic smiles,
ITS LIKE CHANGMIN!
OMG OMG!
Nah.
Can never replace Changmin.
That MYEONG WEON..
Actually asked me to GIVE UP CHANGMIN..
AND GO FOR PEOPLE LIKE KENNETH..
OMG.
MYEONG WEON WAKE UP~~~~~
I WILL NEVER ~~~~~~ give up!
HWAITING! *^^*
Yar K then after school, ate, then went to see Miss Puja..
Cause there was debate today.
But grace sick then I -erm- not feeling well..
Miss Puja was like "Ok. I will not ask any questions"
and she just walked off like that!
Woah..
*wipes the perspiration off forehead*
Lol.
Then had geog sup. lesson.
Sat right at the back.
We were talking and laughing non stop!
Lol.
Then we SIGHHHHH~
Mrs Poh was like
"I can start to hear people sighing already .. blahblah"
Then we all started laughing again.
Haha. :D
Yah thats about it lah.
I went home and blahblah..
Chat chat and whatever.
SHI XIANG CALLS ME MICHIGO-SAN
or michigo-sensei
I ask "WHY AM I MICHIGO?!"
He says "Cause it sounds cool and hip!
I will call you that from now on"
ANd so I am officially
the michigo-san.
And he~ is officially shinigo-san.
Oh and today I also didn't go
for mavis cause of another reunion dinner.
Haha.
Going tomorrow then.
Oh and toady dinner was yummy too.
We played that soccer thing and also billard
and then went to the 3rd level to play cards!
Alrights nothing much to say already.. Gonna go off now!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
<3Changmin`

/So living without your me..

â¥ jjaksarang 7:13 PM